Monday, July 9, 2012
Fighting Spasticity
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Botox ... Boom!
Every three months for the past year, I have received Botox injections – not for wrinkles – but as a treatment to relax my spastic muscles. I receive about 11 injections per session including my shoulder, bicep, forearm, calf, and the arch of my foot.
The treatment takes about 90 minutes starting with careful preparation of the poisonous and expensive substance. Botox is produced from the same bacteria that causes botulism poisoning. It's also a powerful neurotoxin (inhibits neuron communication across synapses). Essentially it blocks messages from brain to muscle, paralyzing the muscle to allow temporary relaxation.
My physical medicine doctor, "Dr. M," sticks electrodes to my skin around the targeted muscle. These sensors feed back to a computer that provides an audio representation of the erroneous signals being sent by the damaged area of my brain. Dr. M. inserts a needle into the belly of the muscle then wiggles it around until he finds the spot of highest interference – represented by a loud crackling static. Then he injects the Botox.
Yes, it hurts. My mom sat with me through one of my sessions and was distressed by my stifled cries. But about a week later the treated muscles relax enough to allow me to exercise and build the opposing weak muscles. In this way, Botox doesn't offer just temporary relief. It provides a respite during which my other treatments, such as exercise and electrical stimulation, can do their jobs more effectively to bring about long-term recovery.
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Such a Spaz
When I was a kid, one of my favorite expressions was "Don't have a spaz," which I would say to someone who had lost emotional control. I didn't know it then, but spaz is a derivative of "spasticity," which is a common result of stroke. It describes a state of continuous, uncontrollable muscle contractions.
Absent the proper signals from my brain, my fingers clench into a fist. My arm curls toward my chest. My foot turns inward, pulled by tight muscles along my inner leg. My chest constricts like a steel band around my lung. Sometimes it's hard to breathe.
I am on two types of medication to counteract this problem – daily oral baclofen and quarterly Botox injections.They both ease but do not eliminate the symptoms.
My therapists tell me that I can learn to control the spasticity. For each movement, I concentrate on extending one set of muscles then contracting the opposing muscles. To straighten my arm, I focus on relaxing my bicep then recruiting my tricep. It's exhausting mental and physical work. I sometimes break a sweat just moving a can of tomato paste.
My no-longer neurologist told me that I'd be fighting spasticity the rest of my life. I'm not sure how that statement is supposed to help me. As someone who cultivated flexibility during 10 years of yoga, the idea of spending the next 30-plus years with half my body contracted totally makes me have a spaz.